on the outside!

Sittin here listening to Janice Joplin. Wondering why so many don't understand why she died so young. I think it was a broken Heart. But I refuse to die like that. Had a friend in the Nam called P.J. Coleman. Found out he may have committed suicide. Janice died while we were in Nam. He and I used to listen to her on our little Cassette player. He told me he wish he could have saved her. He loved her! I refuse to die like that.

Wish he could have saved her, maybe she could have saved him. PJ never loaded his M-16. Didn't know that for 7 months. Ask him why. He said he couldn't live with himself if he killed someone. So why did he kill himself?